Let Your Faith Be Bigger Than Your Fears

Today is the day that its over for the house we are trying to get. All because the sellers would not give us two more weeks. I should be devastated, and I normally would be. But I am trying something different and having faith and being more positive. I liked that house I did. And it seemed like such a sure deal but the Lord has other plans for us and I know that now.
As much as I liked that house it did have some issues and I always felt like maybe it wasn't right but Daniel said it felt right and I was so excited I just didn't listen. My main issue with that house is its on such a busy street and a bus stop is right out front. That just doesn't seem save for my girls. Plus as much as I tried to see us in the house and our things I couldn't. I told myself it was because I was being negative about it and thinking something would go wrong. I tried to tell myself nothing was gonna go wrong. But I was right.
Sometimes I do not trust my own thoughts, but I guess I should probably start listening to them.
Well I thought I would dread today because I am usually a mess when things do not go my way. But I am not. I am actually super excited. Why? I thought we wouldn't find something that we could afford but the more I look the more I see that there is several houses that we can afford.
A lot of the houses need TLC but that is fine. Daniel is a handy and so is quite a few people in our lives, so that is no big deal. Also than we can make it our own.
I feel like the Lord is directing us to where we need to be and that is why I am excited. He knows what he is doing and I have total faith in that. It might not be in our time but its in His time and that is what is important.
So yes we are not moving soon but we are heading in the right direction and the Lord will watch over us. As long as we walk in faith everything is gonna be okay.